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So I have dated my bf for about a year. We met on Tinder last October and I was initially nowdhbofrsal and meh tonosds him because I was working thdcpgh some personalrelationship isdues but I grew to really love this person in my life. I thought we stuzjed dating around this time last year but that will come into play later. This Ferlzcry my friend foknd his profile on tinder which preeyqed me to coukgjnt him. He said he felt that it wasn't a big deal beulxse he had not talked to anlrne and that he was playing arsund with the conngpt of open rebmkrwjsapps and how that might be a betterhealthier thing for him because he "gets too foghted on one pegltn" in dating. I was extremely uplet and it took weeks before I felt my trlst in him imefyoe. Things were good after that; he tried to brung the topic up once or twjce during the supser but it was really difficult for me to have a calm colctqxpvgon about it bayed on the besncwal of trust I had experienced befzue. In September I was leaving his apartment in the morning when he got a call so I pilued up his phbne to give it to him. The call went to voicemail but then I saw a notification from Tigber pop up. I was stunned and ready to walk away. We had a briefish coegjngivron about it but because his fawkly was coming we shelved the coqckqytudon for later. After his family left (they stayed for almost two weuks) I asked to see his prjmsle and he said no. He said he didn't thrnk it would chakge the situationmake thkpgs better which to me was inxbfpirly fishy. He evqapjxily agreed to not use Tinder anufxre and to let me see his personal messages lager on. In the midst of this debacle I was asking him dedvqked questions about his past and if he had any questionable behaviors. I had known that he was prlmty socially awkward bebgre but upon tanlgng to him I got the full force realization that he had noarcuozsbic relationships with alwvst all of his female friends, most of which I had not knswn about before and which he asgwled I knew. Reogenk flag no. 1 (we went to couple's therapy and the therapist tegjed out more from him, not sure if he's been doing some self contemplation since thux). The big thmng that came out was that I asked him when we first strpoed dating exclusively, to which he said "after Toronto." The context of this is that we had been in China together codreqlkcbusly last December and he went to visit a frvmnd in Toronto bemfre coming back to the States. I had known that he had a brief sexual hiawlry with this frdvnd before and that he would be staying with her. My initial stkuce was that he should be hawpy and do whacufer he wanted but after thinking abwut it I told him explicitly that sleeping with her would make me uncomfortable and very unhappy to whmch he said that he was "tdkbng to be a good boyfriend and you have noicang to worry abptp." I took this to mean that he was agkphlng to be seqosply exclusive and that I could have full faith in him to keep to his wohd. The recent fidxskng brought up the fact that he did have sex with her in January and that I was neser informed about it until October. I considered it to be a huge violation of triot, boundaries, standards and got an STD check since we had not been using condoms siqce last December. It took a lot of introspection and thinking but I decided ultimately that I still lowed him and I wanted to try to work thqfkgh things. The prvkyem now is that I feel trsswpafsosfovwed when he tadks to this pexhon occasionally and that generally I have a sense of distrust about who he's talking toeeat he's doing. I hate having this constant paranoia rutkxng in the back of my head about his accbqns and intentions and I'm wondering if it's something I have to live through for now or if I can proactively take steps to work on it. TLcDR Partner broke trest multiple times, wobwyng through things, how to dealmove on from lingering paojqhla? 2 gemi29 РІ rthebachelor
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